Mixed up, only i know what theses words mean!

I cry my tears and know you dont care, 

You left without looking back,

Now im alone and it hurts,

I picked up the pieces of my heart,

Knowing you once loved me is enough,

The memories are what hold me together, 

I see only you in my dreams,

i feel only your arms around me, 

I only want to hear you say you love me,

But i know you love me nolonger,

Hate seems more like it now,

And yet my heart wont let me let you go?   

ok so im in florida right now... went to disney world yesterday... it was so much fun!!! lol..lol..lol..lol...me lindsey breanna and brock all went and had a lot of fun!!! like we went on alot of rides and then we walked around the park... tomorrow is epcot and MGM and a few other places!!!! lol.. well love ya all....

Ash!!

Why?

Jason Aldean

Why!!
It's 3 AM and I finally say
I'm sorry for acting that way
I didn't really mean to make you cry
Oh baby, sometimes I wonder why

[CHORUS]
Does it always have to come down
To you leaving
Before I'll say 'I love you'
Why do I always use the words
That cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you

I know I'd never let you walk away
So why do I push you 'til you break
And why are you always on the verge of good-bye
Before I'll show you how I really feel inside

[CHORUS]
Does it always have to come down
To you leaving
Before I'll say 'I love you'
Why do I always use the words
That cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you

Why do I always use the words that cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you
Why do I do that to you

Random Stuff!

hey guys hows it going... well i got to see my amanda the other day.. i miss  her so much ;( i naver get to see her.. grr.. well yeah works ok as usual...lol..lol. got to love good old jc penney.. oh yeah cept for the creepy guy with the perfume, he like makes you smell it and it makes you pass out... any way beaumont is getting bad i mean bad.. so much crime... you guys have no clue.. its crazy.. well other then that..im doing good.. trying to look for a new place to live.. dont wanna have to move to effin arizona... grrr...lol.. well im off to work c-yall later

~*~peace~*~

That Person Who I Now Hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dont youl love it when people become Liars and fakes, and then when you call that person on it they keep being a liar and a fake and tell you your the one thats wrong.. dont you love when someone who sayes they are a christan acts so unlike one... and yet will still cus you out??? i mean. they that person tells you you dont act like one??? Well Hell never said i was the best christan on the planet like you tell people you are... i know my faults... dang.. but what i dont understand is how that person has no guilt for what they did and how they can denie what they did.... people change... but not always for the best!! and i dont even know who this person is anymore... they used to be my hero..  now i dont care if i ever speak to them again... Well guys all i have to say is watch out for those who you call friends.. they will turn on you as soon as you make them see the bad in themself!!!!!!

~!~ Ashley~!~